AJ Duldulao

18th April 2016

Post with 2 notes

I WANT ME BACK. GIVE ME BACK MYSELF.

12th April 2016

Post with 1 note

Fuck you

Happiness. What is happiness? I mean it just means your happy. It just means you feel a high time. Nothing can stop you. No one can bring you down. You can take on the world by storm and nothing can bring you from this high. It’s all short-lived. It’s just another page before the sadness. All you can do is hold onto it til there’s nothing left of it. It’s there one day and gone the next. Who’s to say that is nothing short of people?

One day they’re in your life and gone the next. You can’t force them to stay. No matter how much you convinced yourself you loved them. It doesn’t matter cause in the end, when they’re done with you they discard you just as quick as they came into your life. Why did I ever think that you fell in love with me? Why did you hold me so close and yet throw me so far that you were prepared to have him kill me? Was i really that worthless? Am i really that ugly? Was my heart just another toy for you in your crazy game?

Did I ever have a hold on me? My life was just another pawn in your scheme to win back a man who never loved you. Just another man you fawned over day and night who finally just gave into you cause you had a nice body. He never loved you cause you never connected with anyone on a deeper level. You only saw what you wanted to see. And that. Killed me. That broke me. It’s torn me so much to pieces that I lost my will to love anyone the same way I loved you. That it tore me so much that I can’t even believe myself or love myself. I’m glad you won. Cause i’m done. I don’t want to fall in love if that’s the price I pay everytime.